.No.Regrets.

I just had the talk with my mom. It went a lot better than I had expected. She told me that I need to clean my room, and start doing my own laundry and that my social life is gone. She's making this harder on me, trying to take the few friends that I have away from me, and what is that going to do but just make everything so much worse. She's telling me that I'm going to be home all the time, and I'm only 2 months. I could see if I was like 8 or 9, for health reasons now just because. That isn't even fair, but I can't expect fair all the time. I got myself into this, but I can already tell that my mom is going to make everything so much harder than they need to be. She told me that I have to be the one to tell my dad tonight..which is going to be hard. He's going to tell me that I'm not keeping the baby, but I'm deffinantly keeping it. I'm not sure if I want everyone to know right now. People are going to start to know though pretty soon, within the next couple of months because I'm going to start to show. It sucks though because I can't be in my sisters wedding now because I wont be able to fit into my dress. I wont be able to go to prom with Jon either..but none of this is really important to me right now. I just hope that everything is okay with my baby, that's all that I'm worried about right now. I'm eating for two now also..heh. I had my first case of 'morning' sickness too and I puked my brains out and thought to myself (talking to my baby) "Im going to go through hell for you"..but it's all worth it. Eric and I havent decided on names yet, but we'll talk about it later. Ugh...Nothing else is on my mind. I can't stop thinking about this..I think I'm more happy than anything..but I'm deffinantly more scared than I thought I would be. Although, I have no regrets.