.Never.Forgive.

Me And Eric Being Angels...Hehe

I dont know what to write really. Not much has really happened today. I kind of feel bad because I fell asleep and I told Eric to call me around 3:00 and my mom was on the phone, so I couldn't talk to him before he went to work. Ugh...I'm so mad at myself actually because I always tell him that I'll talk to him and I never do. Him and I actually talked lastnight, and had a really good conversation which rarely ever happens. I'm glad that things are getting better though. I'm hoping they'll get even better. I guess lately I've realized that nobody controls me anymore and I have total control over my life. I can change things, but I always feel like I have to sit back and watch shit happen but I dont. It's going to take a while to realize that now.

I miss Eric like crazy right now, and I really want to talk to him. I can't wait to see him this weekend, if I can see him this weekend at all. Ugh, It's driving me crazy. I need him right now.