.Mommy.To.Be.

I'm going to have a baby....I went to the doctors today and got an ultrasound..and it's positive. Eric and I are going to have a baby. I'm going to be a mommy....December 20th is the due date...I'm 6½ weeks along already. So I've been pregnant for two months without knowing. I have a picture from the ultrasound. My baby is only a few millameters long, but you can still see him/her. I saw it's heart beat. I'm going to be a great mother. I'm excited, but I'll be even more excited once I get past my parents. My mom already knows and she's calm about it, but my dad doesn't know yet. Eric has already told his sister, and probably his mom by now and stuff. When I told him, he didn't believe me...but it's a hard thing to believe. When I went to get the ultra sound, they had me stick a probe thing up inside of me, and within two seconds she said "you are pregnant"...and then that was it. I didn't react until I saw my sister and told her, and then I started shaking. Eric was the first person that I called. We're both going to be great parents. I never expected this at all, and I didn't think that I was...because nothing other than those pains has really been happening. But then after I found out I realize that my 'breasts' are sore..and I've been sleeping and eating a lot. Although I'm excited about showing people my baby in the ultrasound picture. I never wanted a winter baby, but a winter baby is what I'm going to have. I dont think I'm going to go get my GED next year, I'll probably wait a year and then go back. I'm not leaving my baby with anyone that young..I'm going to be the mother of this child..nobody else. Anyway..I'm going to go lay down for a while. I'll write more later...